Momentum
I keep starting and erasing entries because they all look something like
ALL CAPS SONG LYRICS
WITH VAGUE EXPLANATIONS
AS IF THIS WOULD HELP CONVEY THE MOOD
The mood being a weird mix of I-need-some-fing-alone-time and I-need-a-better-social-life and I-need-to-get-outta-this-job-home-job-home-routine. This is not a novel state of being, historically speaking. But it won't last long.
A week from today I'll be on the road to Boise. I don't know with whom I'll be staying, or what I'll be doing once I get there (hotspingzplease), but I'll be there and then I'll fly out and then I'll be on VACATION.
Hey, know what's awesome? Making plans with a new friend for a growing season garden partnership. She got the land, I got the weeding skillz. Know what else is awesome? Planning a potluck for the ragtag bunch of people out here I call friends. And crafting cool Christmas presents. And key lime pie at home in the fridge made from key limes I picked at my aunt's house while sweating under a September Florida sun. And knowing that even if one thing doesn't work out another thing will, it always does. And the fact that it is going to be by god sunny tomorrow and I am going to by god live it up.