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Seems like even if you know something is for the best and was going to happen sooner or later, it doesn't make it any easier to accept. Even if you yourself were thinking of maybe doing it first, it doesn't matter, because you didn't, you wouldn't have, not yet, but it happened, he did it, it's done, it's over.
Put it all in the box labeled The Past, yes, even those loose ends and unfinished plans and ideas and shoulda- coulda- woulda-s. That door has closed forever, sorry.